Well here is the Paul update. So last week a friend of mine told me that he texted her, they went out in service, he was really chatty, and he asked her about her writing and he read her stuff. So i immediately felt hurt that he had taken an interest in her and made plans with her. So i was not looking forward to going out in service with him on Wednesday. I just thought it would be awkward.
So we go out Wednesday and it wasn't bad at all. It was just easy. Well Saturday i went to Bethel for the Gilead Graduation which was amazing. The talks were great and the experiences were great also. So after the Graduation i went to a couple's room at bethel and the sister started talking about Paul and how he's homesick and how it's really hard for temp workers at bethel to make friends. So i felt bad for him so i texted him to see what he was up to and he said he was going to the Guggenheim and he asked me if i wanted to go. So i said yah so we went with a friend of his and we had a good time. Checked out some art, we ended up in chinatown for dinner and we walked the brooklyn bridge and then went back to his friends room for ice cream and drinks.
So while we are on the train he tells me that he went out in service with my friend chermelle and that he read some of her articles and he says, "she can really talk." The way he said it made it seem like it really wasn't a big deal. So i felt better about the whole thing. He didn't have to tell me any of that. I just feel comfortable around him, i feel like i can tell him anything and that he doesn't judge me. No matter what happens i consider him a good friend.
